My bufday is tomorrow...

i have done engine test..grateful because i use some trick by bring in some notes.i desperate to do that due to unsatisfied result for test 1.

Next,i got some conflict with bard..about our carto report..we actually are partnership

so sleepy now,ill be update soon..

psst:no body know that tomorrow is my bufday..maybe it's still earlier to say this..waitng for best friend who appreciate me.the goodfriend suppose to know their buddy bufday rite..??

No class for today...

There is someone who try to be close with me since i have broadband,but i clearly understand such the type person.i catched your disguise..hehehe..dont lie to me anymore...!!!I already face a long journey.From matrix and now in UITM even in fourth semester.these people just want take advantage from my dumb..
I
just only spot a few people that i can act nice to them..i always be kind to other people in many aspect..

but now..i smile to people who deserve to get it..

about my classmate BARD..

I consider whether i should offer him to stay in my house when practical month coming.I feel pity of him,no house in new place..but sometimes he is hot tempered..Hard to predict his behavior when he is bad mode or when he is in joke mood..i feel confusing now...

psstt:broadband abuse..more and more occupied..

learning from my 1st love...

Suatu pagi yang dingin, terjadilah satu perbualan antara seorang guru falsafah dan pelajarnya...
pelajar: guru, apakah erti cinta..?bagaimanakah saya boleh mendapatkannya...?
guru: ada sebuah ladang gandum yang luas didepan sana. berjalanlah kamu dan jangan sesekali kamu berundur. kemudian ambillah satu ranting. sekiranya kamu mendapati ranting tersebut sangat menakjubkan, ertinya kamu telah menemui cinta.
pelajar tersebut pun berjalan dan tidak berapa lama dia kembali dengan tangan yang kosong.
guru bertanya: mengapa kamu tidak membawa sebatang ranting pun...?
pelajar menjawab: saya hanya terpaksa memilih satu ranting saja, dan sewaktu berjalan saya tidak boleh mengundur kebelakang semula. sebenarnya saya telah berjumpa dengan satu ranting yang paling menakjubkan tapi saya tak tahu apakah yang akan menakjubkan di hadapan sana nanti, maka saya biarkan ranting itu lalu saya dapati tidak ada lagi ranting yang paling menakjubkan selain daripada yang saya lihat tadi. jadi saya tidak mengambil sebatang pun akhirnya.
gurunya menjawab: ye, itu lah cinta...
dihari lainnya pula pelajar tersebut bertanya kepada gurunya, apa itu perkahwinan...?
guru: ada hutan yang subur didepan sana. berjalanlah kamu. tapi janganlah kamu sesekali mengundur kebelakang. tebanglah sepohon pokok saja. dan tebanglah jika kamu merasakan bahawa pohon tersebut adalah yang paling cantik,segar dan tinggi, kerana kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkahwinan.
pelajar tersebut pun berjalan, dan tidak berapa lama, dia datang semula dengan membawa sepohon kayu, walaupun pohon tersebut tidaklah berapa segar, cantik dan tinggi pada pandangan guru tersebut.
maka gurunya pun bertanya: mengapa kamu memotong pohon seperti ini....?
pelajar itu menjawab: sebab, berdasarkan pengalaman ku sebelum ini, aku hanya berjalan separuh daripada hutan tersebut dan aku takut akan kembali dengan tangan kosong. jadi saya mengambil kesempatan menebang pohon ini lalu dibawa kesini. pada pandangan saya ianya adalah pohon yang terbaik buat saya. saya tidak mahu kehilangannya atau menyesal kerana tidak memilihnya...
maka guru itu menjawab: itulah perkahwinan.......
Kesimpulannya...
janganlah terlalu memilih, tiada manusia yang sempurna di dunia ini.


FROM:NARD
TO:FANTASY VS REALITY
12/30/2008 4:46 pm

COPY FROM MY FRIENDSTER INBOX MSG

NOW U HAVE TERMINATED UR FS ACCOUNT..THE ONLY WAY U CAN RUN AWAY FROM ME..CONGRATE!!

1st entry in this month..

i can smile in every single moment now ;)Finally i had my own broadband.so no need to go to resak.have to wake up my roomates.There are sometime i fell guilty to disturbing my roommates and neighbours.so no more noise at midnight anymore.



a few days before eid,i accompany amiroL to penang.I think he should remember this moment which i sacrifice for him.

Pantai Merdeka camp already past.but a lot of bad memory still in my mind.I was in sick situation from 1st day i arrived there.i dont pray to be like that.but i definitely in bad mood.there have someone who i never know him close ask me about my life style.I fell very sad about the way he questioned me.So rude..i Dont think i can forgive him..even i forgive him..i dont know how to face with him after this..i just now feel stranger person in my batch.. T_T

I and amiroL have made some discussion in pantai merdeka about rumors between us.I take the opportunity to explain the things that i never satisfy with him from sem 1.Glad because he open-minded and say sorry for those mistakes.the first time i heard the word sorry from his mouth. :/

Today just left 2 weeks before this semester 4 end.i should look foward now and never look behind.the past i throw it far away..

psst:nobody know my bufday..hehee,thats is all i hope actually..i dont like anybody contribute me..