My responsibility to say no for kalimah Allah in christianity world

depression and regretful..

finally i have checked the result..its very unfortunately i failed 4 subject and extend 1 more semester here..so tragic..T_T
i know all that was comes from my own false..so i should face it in realistic..no one in my family know about that..
what i should do know???
time cannot rewind..
i should decrease broadband abuse..
i should change my own perception about my roommates..they are very kind..i think -ve about themselves even myself have many problem..i point to themselves the problem..

what happen in Disember??

almost many things happen in this month...
this month which i sacrificed lots of my sleeping time..
this month also was practical month.on my 1st day practical started,i have made trouble..even we have no job to do for practical( absolutely bored,part time play pingpong) but i got new friends from uitm perak and polytech..and i also get many useful advice from the employer and staff..
this month is my 1st time i sleep in wad..i was jailed in the wad for 9 days..that was new place for myself to adapt..
along this month i become a transporter for my younger sister..my younger sister still don't have license yet..see,how lovely brother i am??

tonight i want to watch real sparklers..so i want to it real on my eyes..

happy new year to you all who read this post..^_^