FEEL HARD TO LET HER GO..AND I MISS HER SO MUCH..T_T

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end this february with hurt feeling..

for the last two weeks ago,She make decision to break our relationship and it was very hurt me.

puteri nurain: salam.sori.can i ask u a favour?
BUZZ!!!
abg shah: haih
abg shah: ??
abg shah: ok??
puteri nurain: sorry..tp bleh x awk pdm sume gamba sy klu awk ada simpan lg..
abg shah: dah
abg shah: saya dh buat
puteri nurain: ok.tq
abg shah: saya x penah buat salah kat awk kn?
puteri nurain: x..
abg shah: so..
puteri nurain: nape>
abg shah: x de sapa2 yg bersalah...
puteri nurain: ye
abg shah: sy belajar banyak perkara
puteri nurain: ok
abg shah: ok..
abg shah: mungkin di hujung perjalanan saya akn jumpa pohon yg terbaik
puteri nurain: haah..
puteri nurain: insyallah
abg shah: amiin...
abg shah:
puteri nurain: heh
puteri nurain: *hehe


This is the last chat with her...No sms and call anymore..

I still love her untill now.I feel hard to get sleep since that day.Only now i got lesson about frustrated..so horrible to face.

Thankful to all my friend who give some advise to me.I appreciate you all very much!my mom also..i feel guilty

silence war again..

i felt so lonely now.I need someone to be close as a trusted friend. I get problem with many thing..Just now I have another series problems with my roommates again,Its comes from a simply things until now we speechless.Unlucky,i just alone to fight both of them.However they actually influence many things into my study.I just alone to fight with them..and im not strong enough to defeat them.

And for this midterm felt such nothing for me..my family already know about my result for last semester..another the bad news is my PTPTN was banned..Its mean that i have no motorcycle which i start dream to buy from part 2 ,my target miss..and i must think about job for next semester break..

This semester is very busy and hard for me,What i am worry about is I took 22 hours credit and i wonder if i pressure myself to score every paper.. But at the same time i have no time to relax..
so many classes to attend..I always tired after classes..

(Dah kantoi dengan Shah aidil..dia dh tahu blog aku ni..)